I had some really painful contractions last night for about an hour. So painful that I was in tears, and I was convinced that they were the real thing since I could feel the pains radiating around to my back, but after an hour or so they slowed down and then finally stopped except for an occasional cramp. I am starting to get very depressed and feel like this is never going to end.
Remember, the due date I am aiming for is July 14th but my first due date (and the one that I so relied on and secretly always believed was right) was June 30, 5 days ago. I feel like I will never really know whether Lakin was early, late or right on time since no one seems to know the “real” due date.
I am reaching a breaking point I think and feel like I might not be able to make it another two weeks. Drew just says to take it one day at a time.
That’s all I really can do but it sure doesn’t make it any easier.