Early or late?

I had some really painful contractions last night for about an hour. So painful that I was in tears, and I was convinced that they were the real thing since I could feel the pains radiating around to my back, but after an hour or so they slowed down and then finally stopped except for an occasional cramp. I am starting to get very depressed and feel like this is never going to end.

Remember, the due date I am aiming for is July 14th but my first due date (and the one that I so relied on and secretly always believed was right) was June 30, 5 days ago. I feel like I will never really know whether Lakin was early, late or right on time since no one seems to know the “real” due date.

I am reaching a breaking point I think and feel like I might not be able to make it another two weeks. Drew just says to take it one day at a time.

That’s all I really can do but it sure doesn’t make it any easier.

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I'm Heather, a married mama of two teen girls, a stillborn baby girl (7/1/12), and a sweet and wild preschool girl (4/2/14). I've been blogging at The Destiny Manifest since 2001. I like to write about appreciating all of the beautiful little things that surround us, particularly in the face of grief, infant loss and mental health issues. Every day is an adventure!

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